what if the time stops ticking at 9:18 PM
It has begun again. School, that is. (Heaves, a big sigh.)
Second Year, 1st Semester. I, am definitely not adapting a 100% to the new environment. It's far away and there are 23 unfamiliar faces within these 4 walls. Many of them are loud, outspoken, DARING people. I feel so very intimidated. I feel small. I try to speak up, but it seems my voice is not heard. I swear, I thought it was loud ENOUGH to be heard. Sigh. Stop making things hard for yourself Rachel. I'll get over this...soon? (Or so I hope)
Tomorrow will soon be here again. It'll start all over again. I hope, I hope, I hope I team with the nice people. I feel so pressured. Gosh. I don't want to go to bed early, but I'm extremely exhausted. When I close my eyes to sleep, tomorrow will be here so very soon. AHH! ):
