what if the time stops ticking at 6:32 PM
"HOORAY!" ...that's what I thought, since tomorrow is the much awaited public holiday everyone's been looking forward to. I thought I could spend quality time with my every-loving family but but but, in the middle of last night I hear a loud thud. It did come across my mind if it was my grandfather who fell, but my following thoughts were "Nah, doubt so."
After going back to sleep, mom woke me up for school and told me she's sending him to A&E. Dang, seems he's going in and out of the hospital very often. Poor grandma, 'cause ultimately, she's the one who suffers most ):
Okay, blues aside. I've been literally CRAVING to shop, to shop, and to shop. Ugh! I see so many pretty clothes around. Ain't it time to pamper myself with my hard-earned salary? Heh.
Things in class are certainly picking up. It's always like this anyway. Haha. Lots of people to crap around with in class, though there will always be a bunch who intimidates me. Turn a blind eye, that's what I shall do.
The following weekends are all packed with plans and I can't wait! May things turn out well for me, and you. Have a great weekend friends.
After going back to sleep, mom woke me up for school and told me she's sending him to A&E. Dang, seems he's going in and out of the hospital very often. Poor grandma, 'cause ultimately, she's the one who suffers most ):
Okay, blues aside. I've been literally CRAVING to shop, to shop, and to shop. Ugh! I see so many pretty clothes around. Ain't it time to pamper myself with my hard-earned salary? Heh.
Things in class are certainly picking up. It's always like this anyway. Haha. Lots of people to crap around with in class, though there will always be a bunch who intimidates me. Turn a blind eye, that's what I shall do.
The following weekends are all packed with plans and I can't wait! May things turn out well for me, and you. Have a great weekend friends.
what if the time stops ticking at 9:36 PM
A brand new school day is coming up, and I'm ever ready to take on new challenges. HAHA. Sounds as though Rachel just regained her confidence. Riiiiiiight. Oh well, but saying that aloud actually did boost my morale. A friend said me, behaving in this manner just adds additional stress to myself. Does it? (Ponders a little)
Look at that picture. Amongst my plentiful lousy/negative emotions, there still lies a tad of positivity (:
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Last night, I didn't really look forward to work. Not being able to sleep for looooong hours on a Sunday,
Fellow SPONGEBOB fans, unite!!!
SBSP, brightens up anyone's day :D
what if the time stops ticking at 1:23 PM
The much awaited Saturday is finally here. All smiles, yes. But I still feel uneasy on the inside. Knowing that time will fly by soon and Monday will be here again. Things have not been going the way I want since school reopened. My laptop has been giving me never ending problems with the Windows Updates. And the incompetent IT Helpdesk workers are as good as hopeless. I wonder why they're given a salary if they can't solve any of my problems. Since last Friday (4th April), I've been visiting that place of taboo.
Bet they're frustrated, but when compared, not as much as I am. In class, I feel lonely. Especially without my laptop's company. Using an unfamiliar and damn lousy laptop I borrow from the damn school, I can't contribute as much. Okay, I have to get over this quick. Try, try harder Rachel!
My parents, my brother, a handful of friends have been very supportive. And please know I'm utmost appreciative & grateful, at the same time apologetic for being such a nuisance.
I tried keeping optimistic, really.
what if the time stops ticking at 10:40 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY (:
I LOVE YOU.
what if the time stops ticking at 9:18 PM
It has begun again. School, that is. (Heaves, a big sigh.)
Second Year, 1st Semester. I, am definitely not adapting a 100% to the new environment. It's far away and there are 23 unfamiliar faces within these 4 walls. Many of them are loud, outspoken, DARING people. I feel so very intimidated. I feel small. I try to speak up, but it seems my voice is not heard. I swear, I thought it was loud ENOUGH to be heard. Sigh. Stop making things hard for yourself Rachel. I'll get over this...soon? (Or so I hope)
Tomorrow will soon be here again. It'll start all over again. I hope, I hope, I hope I team with the nice people. I feel so pressured. Gosh. I don't want to go to bed early, but I'm extremely exhausted. When I close my eyes to sleep, tomorrow will be here so very soon. AHH! ):
