what if the time stops ticking at 10:13 PM
Dear Diary.
i can smile, today (: 'cause i didn't wanna talk to her much. i spoke to her less than 5 times today. busied myself with work. but every now and then my mind drifts off elsewhere. thinking of so many other things. i actually got sick of keying in the figures. i'd find myself staring at the screen, then quickly snapping out of the situation. just in case someone catches me idling the time away. work wasn't too bad today. i interacted with a colleague or two. lol. and i initiated the conversation! i'm proud of myself. LOL. be proud of me too k? it took me great courage (for a timid person like me) to open my mouth.
for the past few days, when i was down and out. my family and friends were there for me. and i'm so very thankful for that. thank you each and everyone of you. for listening to my complaints. for lending me your ears. thank you kylie, for having you the trouble of hearing my cry over the phone twice and for all the messages you sent with words of wisdom. thank you mom and dad for talking sense into me and giving the best advice any parents would give to their child. thank you daddy, for standing up for me, without me even knowing. (he called the company up and told them they didn't had the right to hold me back since i've given them my one week notice as stated in the contract. since my manager didn't want to let me go) thank you mommy, for the warm hugs every morning. thank you korkor for all my grumblings every night. thank you the whole grp of you (i doubt they'd read this anyway) for always being at coffee bean and making me feel not alone and again listening to my rants. thank you my msn chat friend (you know who you are) ALSO for the same thing. hahaha. thank you everyone who tagged, namely yazid and kenny for the concern given. thank you for those who sms-ed me also (:
thank you all.
for without you peeps, i guess i'd have problems going through the hardship. i know there are people who think i'm making a mountain out of a molehill. just difficulties at work and i make it sound like the end of the world. HAHA. i admit to that.
tomorrow, is saturday. then SUNDAY, break day! woooooot! then three more days. it's just like waiting for the exams to end you know. argh. i still haven't had the chance to shop till i drop. (smacks forehead) got to run now folks, take care! heh heh.
