what if the time stops ticking at 10:22 PM
Dear Diary.
my room is finally PACKED. it's been nearly a month since my room was in a state of mess. now, it's oh-so-neat. hur! (: tomorrow is the paaaarrty. (which i'm not looking forward to apparently) i also cleaned all the mirrors you can find in my house and they are smudge free. only, i wiped till my arm got really tired. but i couldn't stop halfway. i persisted. HA!
the day before i had this barbeque thing at peiqi's place. there was a group of people, none from my class. all from N1. about 10-odd people? yup. i went to peiqi's place early with huimin to do some deep-frying. (chicken nuggets and fries) there, her younger sister kept pacing to and fro giving off comments. lol. she said we didn't know how to cook. especially me. OMG? hahaha. at that point of time, i didn't know whether to feel offended or laugh at that joke. but i laughed anyway. she mention about me having this qian jing xiao jie face. but not bad huh. i've got that kinda look, yet in real life i do lots of housework and i can cook!
during the BBQ i kept quiet most of the time, knowing my behaviour. they were playing cards and i was invited to the game twice, but i didn't wanna play. 'cause i feel i couldn't feel fit in. which is a pretty silly thought huh. anyhow, after that. me, fengyu, huimin and peiqi sat somewhere away. near this monsoon drain and chatted about stuff. chatting was great. only, it made me feel down. but they were good to talk to i guess. somehow, they always seem to say things that make you think life isn't that bad afterall. lol. the wind was really chilly there. i wish we could have sat there through the night and chatted all the way till dawn broke. oh well. next time perhaps? (:
i had to take 3 buses to get home. luckily i made it home. i was afraid i'd miss the last bus. heh! by the time i reached home, it was past midnight already. i had my shower and used the computer awhile before sleeping.
soon it'd be christmas eve. ladida. i'm ending here today. BYE ALL!
