Thursday, September 28, 2006
what if the time stops ticking at 4:42 PM

there are so many things i wish i didn't have to know. didn't have to hear. didn't have to read. didn't have to see. you know, if one day i lost my memory, the present me, would be most glad. to be able to forget every ugly thing in the world would be great. but what can i say? all are inevitable?

i actually felt pretty lousy when certain things were being said earlier, with me overhearing it. yes, again, i wish i did not have to hear it. but should i use this to make myself more determined and motivated? i guess i ought to.

at times all the time, i'd like very much to turn a blind eye to my surroundings. i, however, am unable to accomplish that 'task'. ignorance is bliss, it truly is. thou easier said than done.