what if the time stops ticking at 8:41 PM
early mother's, or rather mothers', day celebration today. first my porpor & gong gong came over. then slowly slowly everyone gathered and proceeded on to dinner at the nearby eating place. the chilli crabs were practically flying evrywhr, splattering on some of our clothes. ugh. haha.
grandma gave each of us angbaos. ((: evry special occasion that has to do with her rewards us with these glimmering red packets. of course there's this bit of guilt when you take it from her hands, since she's no longer working/earning any money.
as usual, each time they meet up. they talk about the recent issues. like today's one was none other than the elections. lol. stayed up to watch, surprisingly. hurhur. it was quite..fun? lol. my parents and i were like guessing whether PAP or the opposition parties would win. one of the ministers look like 'the brain' from pinky and the brain. o.O big and shiny forehead.
i've yet to study for my physics paper tmr. and i think everyone has completed their revision alrdy. =x (i'll do it later la!) this MYEs i am very very much sure i WONT do well and maybe even not pass a single paper (yes yes, i've mentioned this before) so i will now wave my white flag and admit defeat. BUT will be back to trash the O levels and hopefully the prelims too.
why i repeated the whole load of crap, is cos mom gave me a really long talk yesterday. (which i got myself into) but. it's not really a bad thing. evrytime she talks to me. she talks SENSE into me. which sort of..wakes me up? for a while. haha. this time, this while is gonna be for a LONG while. she helped me plan out my time, for when school 'reopens', for when intensive studying begins. start early she says. cos practice makes perfect. i always had this so-what-if-im-gonna-study-early-im-going-to-forget-evrythng-by-the-time-Os-come-what mentality. oh well. i'll go with my mom's planning this time. i mustn't let my parents, my family and evryone else down this time. ONE whole friggin' year has gone down the drain. it bloody STINKS when you see all your primary school friends you 'graduate' with, IN the jc or poly now on the streets with this dumb (NOT) laptop in between their armpits. so waiting for my day to come. )):
off i go for my shower and (emphasizes) STUDY now. hurhur.
