what if the time stops ticking at 11:52 PM
found something to blog on. heh.
so my old pal, vannessa, and i. we chatted (sort of) at night on msn. i helped her out with her blog and stuff. i dont know why. but it made me think..back? okay. maybe it's natural for one to think this way. i got to know her in primary four.
(okay, a little background information here)
haha. background info. -slaps forehead- humanities? -slaps again-
- some of you may know i've got three primary schools.
p1-3: rulang primary
p4: de la salle
p5-6: concord primary
so yeah. i got to know her in p4. at that time. we weren't exactly good friends, i hung out with a different company, and we dint talk much to each other. but the funny thing is when i transferred to another school, we started sending snail mails to each other frequently. we became really good friends. every other holiday we'd meet up. yeap. (okay. i'm not going to write a life story here.) so, cut cut cut cut CUT.
thing is. i miss her. i miss my old friend. in fact. i miss all my old friends. sigh. at times. (or rather, everytime) i regret. regret writting the school code number on the form for the choice of secodary schools. i wish i could turn BACK time, whack myself in the head, tear that paper, write some other school's number instead.
five years in that school, living a life of misery. but then again, there are some nice people i met. (you know who you are, heh.)
few days back. i met rahila, my p5 good buddy. ((: it was a hi-and-bye thing. uhh. actually no. she dint even say hi. she waved and smile, in between stuffing food into her mouth. she's grown tall. very tall. boo. she used to be the same height as her. -stabs myself- must be netball. again. since it's the same reason why kylie has grown taller than tall. kylie, my p6.......up till now, vry good budd. ((: everything links huh?
but i realised. from vann, ila, (the there's raashi, she immigrated). all of them, who were once, my 'best friends'. have somewhat. vanished? O.o hmm. which makes me think. will my present friends, poof into thin air too?
-looks down- i hope not.
i feel a
G A P
between us.
somebody pass me some cement please? i want to fill it up. i dont want the gap to be there. please? anybody? hello? )):
