Friday, April 28, 2006what if the time stops ticking at 11:44 PM
things weren't like this before. no they weren't. but this year. i think i'm losing you. i think you are not you anymore. i think maybe i'm thinking to much. its no longer like before. i think i'm going to end here today. i think i'm going to end my day under the covers. i think its time i cry it all out. i think i cant keep it inside anymore.
i miss the good old times.
i miss you.
i feel alone. i feel like i dont have any friends. i feel pathetic.
i feel like i dont really have anyone to turn to.
i feel lost. i feel hopeless. i feel
lousy.