what if the time stops ticking at 9:02 PM
hello computer. HELLO you! haha. im back home. home sweet home.
so i ended up leaving the house at 7pm last night. my family, aunt and i took her car to malaysia. over there, my father's side people, they own this bungalow place. big. spacious. deserted. but cool. haha. they have many rooms there, but still, i shared a room with my brother. ((: cos its dark and can be preeetty eerie at night. ahem.
before we made our way there, all of us stopped over at this eating place. had dinner. i was offended. somehow. when my aunt asked me a question. or rather, the intention of the question she asked.
here's how the conversation went;
"so, rachel, you're still schooling now is it?"
"uh..ya?"
"orh. your final year?"
"yup"
"-nods- then what do you intend to do after that?"
"go to the polytechnic."
"ya, you should try to go there."
"yeap"
"cos i thought after that if you're not
studying anymore i want to find you a job"
maybe it doesn't sound that bad here. but the tone. the way she brought about the question. the way she talked to my brother. i mean. i cant help but to think my relatives are.. (i cant find the word to use) but nvm. my brother's going to the university and all. he has the brains. yada-yada. they seem to see him/speak to him in a different manner. i feel inferior to him. that i admit. i cant put it in words. but it doesnt make me feel good.
that night. i had trouble sleeping. i was tired. physically. but mentally? awake. still, i managed to fall asleep. woke up once in the middle of the night. to release my bladder. -heh- then at 650am, mom woke me up. it was time to bathe. so i crawled to the bathroom. and. BRRR! it was freezing COLD! i was literally shivering in there. teeth clattering away.
anyhow. we hopped on the car, zoomed to the hotair balloon place. haha. i'll cut short.
-zap-
the ride was DUMB. we went there, all excited. thinking we'd be 'flying' around the place, high and mighty. BUT? the hotair balloon was attached to ropes, rooted to the ground. zzzz. it was only like four miserable storeys high. no thrill. no fun.
had breakfast. then we toured this showroom house. omg la. DAMN nice. i think the price says it all. RM3mil. hahaha. ((: but change it to SGD. not that. uhh. costly right? HAHA. self-decieving, that's what evon would say. dad says its his dream house. kor says its his future. i say its MY HOUSE. tsktsk. VERY modern. VERY classy. DAMN gigantic. DAMN cosy. SUPER stylo. SUPER milo. ahhh. i want that darn house. hahaha.
all of a sudden i feel like renovating my room/house whatever. SHOW ME THE MONEY! i guess the saying "money makes the world go round" IS true. =/ we snapped lots and LOTS of good pictures. but im damn lazy to post them up la. hur.
and now im damn lazy to type. school starts tomorrow. BUMMER!
__________________
i look outside the window.
and all i see are raindrops.
they look somewhat..familiar
they look like my tears.
so i ended up leaving the house at 7pm last night. my family, aunt and i took her car to malaysia. over there, my father's side people, they own this bungalow place. big. spacious. deserted. but cool. haha. they have many rooms there, but still, i shared a room with my brother. ((: cos its dark and can be preeetty eerie at night. ahem.
before we made our way there, all of us stopped over at this eating place. had dinner. i was offended. somehow. when my aunt asked me a question. or rather, the intention of the question she asked.
here's how the conversation went;
"so, rachel, you're still schooling now is it?"
"uh..ya?"
"orh. your final year?"
"yup"
"-nods- then what do you intend to do after that?"
"go to the polytechnic."
"ya, you should try to go there."
"yeap"
"cos i thought after that if you're not
studying anymore i want to find you a job"
maybe it doesn't sound that bad here. but the tone. the way she brought about the question. the way she talked to my brother. i mean. i cant help but to think my relatives are.. (i cant find the word to use) but nvm. my brother's going to the university and all. he has the brains. yada-yada. they seem to see him/speak to him in a different manner. i feel inferior to him. that i admit. i cant put it in words. but it doesnt make me feel good.
that night. i had trouble sleeping. i was tired. physically. but mentally? awake. still, i managed to fall asleep. woke up once in the middle of the night. to release my bladder. -heh- then at 650am, mom woke me up. it was time to bathe. so i crawled to the bathroom. and. BRRR! it was freezing COLD! i was literally shivering in there. teeth clattering away.
anyhow. we hopped on the car, zoomed to the hotair balloon place. haha. i'll cut short.
-zap-
the ride was DUMB. we went there, all excited. thinking we'd be 'flying' around the place, high and mighty. BUT? the hotair balloon was attached to ropes, rooted to the ground. zzzz. it was only like four miserable storeys high. no thrill. no fun.
had breakfast. then we toured this showroom house. omg la. DAMN nice. i think the price says it all. RM3mil. hahaha. ((: but change it to SGD. not that. uhh. costly right? HAHA. self-decieving, that's what evon would say. dad says its his dream house. kor says its his future. i say its MY HOUSE. tsktsk. VERY modern. VERY classy. DAMN gigantic. DAMN cosy. SUPER stylo. SUPER milo. ahhh. i want that darn house. hahaha.
all of a sudden i feel like renovating my room/house whatever. SHOW ME THE MONEY! i guess the saying "money makes the world go round" IS true. =/ we snapped lots and LOTS of good pictures. but im damn lazy to post them up la. hur.
and now im damn lazy to type. school starts tomorrow. BUMMER!
__________________
i look outside the window.
and all i see are raindrops.
they look somewhat..familiar
they look like my tears.
