what if the time stops ticking at 7:07 PM
a boring BORING day at school. if not for my usual (urmm) self entertainment i'd probably die of stillness and boooredom. O.o math lessons are as usual a big BIG question mark. what about probabilty? why do we have to learn those crappy stuff? ._." and they say it helps us learn how to gamble? or whatever shit. = then there's stupid english, blah blah blah. the best was dnt. i think. ha. MODIFIED parallel bars. sounds and looks so simple. yet so complex ((: i like. lol. dont xiao kan my bars hor i tell you. x) it might help ppl learn how to walk w/o hurting themselves anymore kaaay. hur. ><"" oh well. chinese lessons was WAAAY boring, i had to start disturbing ppl. ha. what fun it was. -poke poke poke, whisper whisper whisper, pass messages- whoopee.
soup fairy or witch's brew? ha. after chemistry remedials anna, miaohui, siewling and i went to pizza hut at bukit batok to..lunch? (at 4? yeah.) heh. i dint eat. dint really have an appetite then. so i watched and did my corrections fer chem. wahaha. (guai leh) in between we were "making their money worth" by using up PLENTY of cheese, chilli, and definitely filling up their soup bowls with minestrone and mushroom soup. ofcos i had my fair share. i kept running around with soup bowls. o.O which explains the soup fairy thingy. (well, that's what they said what. lol.) refilling and refilling. pretty embarrassing with other ppl sitting around there looking at you fill up bowls of soup repetitively. the whole entire time i was sitting there. while the aircon dripped its leakings on me. but ah what the heck. just let it drip la? haha. sheri came by after her history 3-to-1 remedial and went back with me. heh. sprinkling cheese all over was..fun? that was my day.
last night;
it was. annoying. frustrating. i felt like dying. those three stupid problems were attacking me again. i tried feigning ignorance. but it all erupted. i laid in bed. i talked to myself. literally. and then i cried myself to sleep. inside of me. it was pain i felt. nothing else. a pathetic act you may think. cos that's how i view it as. but silence is all i shall keep. a smile and lots of laughter is what i plaster on day by day, night by night. i try as hard as i might. tonight when i sleep. i hope not to have a nightmare. but sweet SWEET dreams and a pleasant good night.
